There are still
times
When I want to hurt myself,
Cut myself, burn myself
But I am stronger than that now
There are still
times
When thoughts of suicide
Are all that fill my mind
But I am not ready yet to die
There are still
times
When I feel like I am losing it
But I know there is a tiny
Piece of me left somewhere inside
There are still
times
When I don't know what's real
Yet there is nothing I can do
But wait, till it's clear again
There are still
times
When I feel like I am a burden
And that none of this is fair
On me or those who love me
There are still
times
When I want to run away
And never look back
But my decision is to stay
There are still
times
When this life is all too much
And I am so tired of the fight
But I know I have to carry on
There are still
times
When I sit in my bed
Alone at night and cry
It lets the pain out for a while
There are still
times
When I look at myself
And don't recognise
The reflection in the mirror
There are still
times
I feel so alone
So unable to cope
And yet love is all around me
There are still
times
I wish I was someone else
Living another life
But I would not have all of you
There are still
times
When I want to leave this world
But I know I am not ready
Even now, there are still times!!